I have to post this to get it off my chest because alot of people seem to get it confused. As alot of you know I have been talking about having a gender change. I still plan on doing this, but I want people to understand why I do this. If you don't care don't read and don't respond. I am tired of putting everything on hold and living this life I have been in hiding. I am ashamed of this body. Not because I am fat, chubby or obese as some might call it I don't mind being big. I hate this body because it is not mine. It is not the way it should have been.
For many years I kept hiding my true feeling about it all. I never told anyone. My upbringing as a Jehovah's Witness made me turn away from the thought's. How could I have these different urges and feelings that I am not supposed to have? I only recently came to realization that keeping it inside was hurting me more. I got out of that faith finally after many years of being forced to go.
I finally spoke out and told my sister. She is one I could trust because we were very close, always have been. My eldest sister I told and she tried to put that on how we were raised which I see in no way how crappy my upbringing was how it could do anything to my mindset. But she at least did not freak out as I thought she would.
Alot of folks have a crappy upbringing, but why does it have to be that? I don't like nor appreciate folks trying to put how I feel on something from the past. This is something I felt from years ago as a small child. That I was a boy. Now people would call me a tomboy. Damn skippy I was, but I also did things that most lil "girls" would not do. I was never a girly type and always hated dressing up in dresses. Yes I know alot of folks don't like dresses, but there was something inside that never felt right. I felt something missing, actually several things missing.
It is now in my adult life I can now take this stand and tell everyone I am a man. No matter what you see there now it is only temporary. I am 25 years old now. I have an awesome support group of friends and family I know accept me as a man. I want everyone now that watches me to know this. I want to be known from here on out as a man. I know some people may not accept this at all, but I can't let what others thinking and beliefs keep me from moving forward now.
I am a 25 year old man and will live out the rest of my days as one. I will take those steps needed to make the full change. I even plan to change my name. I have a good friend on here I've known about a year irl that I met that is also a transmale. He has been more than supportive, he's been a good friend. He gone all the way in his change and he's helping me out now.Pretty much everything has been changed. My yahoo, my DA, FA even my myspace now says male. I am glad I finally took the first few steps to changing. Bringing it out in the open to everyone so you all know now. So there is no further confusion in this. Thanks for reading. Thanks to those who already knew and still accept me and thanks Luc and Arc for all your support and friendship. Luc recently joined DA so here is his page
Teh Clubs I heart
My HighSchool friend of 8 years
The Miakoda Pack I am the pack's Omega Wolf
My wolfish friends and family and other damn awesome people
(MORE TO COME)
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